Stan(Explicit)
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- Got out of bed at all
- The morning rain clouds up my window
- And I can't see at all
- And even if I could it'd all be gray
- But your picture on my wall
- It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
- My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- Got out of bed at all
- The morning rain clouds up my window
- And I can't see at all
- And even if I could it'd all be gray
- But your picture on my wall
- It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
- Dear Slim I wrote you but you still ain't callin'
- I left my cell my pager and my home phone at the bottom
- I sent two letters back in autumn you must not've got 'em
- There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
- Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
- But anyways f**k it what's been up man
- How's your daughter
- My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm 'bout to be a father
- If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her
- I'ma name her Bonnie
- I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
- I had a friend kill himself over some b***h who didn't want him
- I know you probably hear this every day but I'm your biggest fan
- I even got the underground s**t that you did with Skam
- I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
- I like the s**t you did with Rawkus too that s**t was phat
- Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back
- Just to chat truly yours your biggest fan this is Stan
- My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- Got out of bed at all
- The morning rain clouds up my window
- And I can't see at all
- And even if I could it'd all be gray
- But your picture on my wall
- It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
- Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote
- I hope you have a chance
- I ain't mad I just think it's f**ked up you don't answer fans
- If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert
- You didn't have to
- But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
- That's my little brother man he's only six years old
- We waited in the blisterin' cold
- For you for four hours and you just said no
- That's pretty s**tty man you're like his f**kin' idol
- He wants to be just like you man he likes you more than I do
- I ain't that mad though I just don't like bein' lied to
- Remember when we met in Denver
- You said if I'd write you you would write back
- See I'm just like you in a way
- I never knew my father neither
- He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
- I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs
- So when I have a s**tty day I drift away and put 'em on
- 'Cause I don't really got s**t else
- So that s**t helps when I'm depressed
- I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
- Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
- It's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for me
- See everything you say is real
- And I respect you 'cause you tell it
- My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
- But she don't know you like I know you Slim no one does
- She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up
- You gotta call me man
- I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
- Sincerely yours Stan P.S. We should be together too
- Dido：
- My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- Got out of bed at all
- The morning rain clouds up my window
- And I can't see at all
- And even if I could it'd all be gray
- But your picture on my wall
- It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
- Dear Mr. I'm-Too-Good-to-Call-or-Write-My-Fans
- This'll be the last package I ever send your a*s
- It's been six months and still no word
- I don't deserve it
- I know you got my last two letters
- I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
- So this is my cassette I'm sendin' you I hope you hear it
- I'm in the car right now I'm doin' 90 on the freeway
- Hey Slim I drank a fifth of vodka you dare me to drive
- You know the song by Phil Collins "In the Air of the Night"
- About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drownin'
- But didn't then Phil saw it all then at a show he found him
- That's kinda how this is you coulda rescued me from drownin'
- Now it's too late I'm on a thousand downers now I'm drowsy
- And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
- I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
- I loved you Slim we coulda been together think about it
- You ruined it now I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
- And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
- I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
- See Slim shut up b***h I'm tryin' to talk
- Hey Slim that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk
- But I didn't slit her throat I just tied her up
- See I ain't like you
- 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more and then she'll die too
- Well gotta go I'm almost at the bridge now
- Oh s**t I forgot how am I supposed to send this s**t out
- My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- Got out of bed at all
- The morning rain clouds up my window
- And I can't see at all
- And even if I could it'd all be gray
- But your picture on my wall
- It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
- Dear Stan I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
- You said your girlfriend's pregnant now how far along is she
- Look I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
- And here's an autograph for your brother
- I wrote it on a Starter cap
- I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show
- I must've missed you
- Don't think I did that s**t intentionally just to diss you
- But what's this s**t you said about you
- Like to cut your wrists too
- I say that s**t just clownin' dawg come on
- How f**ked up is you
- You got some issues Stan
- I think you need some counselin'
- To help your a*s from bouncin' off the walls
- When you get down some
- And what's this s**t about us meant to be together
- That type of s**t'll make me not want us to meet each other
- I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
- Or maybe you just need to treat her better
- I hope you get to read this letter
- I just hope it reaches you in time
- Before you hurt yourself
- I think that you'll be doin' just fine
- If you relax a little I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
- Why are you so mad
- Try to understand that I do want you as a fan
- I just don't want you to do some crazy s**t
- I seen this one s**t on the news a couple weeks ago
- That made me sick
- Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
- And had his girlfriend in the trunk
- And she was pregnant with his kid
- And in the car they found a tape
- But they didn't say who it was to
- Come to think about it his name was it was you
- D**n
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