Getting Older
I'm getting older I think I'm aging well
- I'm getting older I think I'm aging well
- I wish someone had told me
- I'd be doing this by myself
- There's reasons that I'm thankful
- There's a lot I'm grateful for
- But it's different when a stranger's
- Always waiting by your door
- Which is ironic 'cause the
- Strangers seem to want me more
- Than anyone before anyone before doo doo doo
- Too bad they're usually deranged
- Last week I realized I crave pity
- When I retell a story
- I make everything sound worse
- Can't shake the feeling that
- I'm just bad at healing
- And maybe that's the reason
- Every sentence sounds rehearsed
- Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
- I was still being ignored
- Lying for attention just to get neglection
- Now we're estranged
- Things I once enjoyed ooo
- Just keep me employed now
- Things I'm longing for ooo
- Someday I'll be bored of
- It's so weird
- That we care so much until we don't
- I'm getting older I've got more on my shoulders
- But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong
- I'm happier than ever at least that's my endeavor
- To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
- 'Cause to be honest I just wish that what I promise
- Would depend on what I'm given not on his permission
- Wasn't my decision to be abused
- Things I once enjoyed ooo
- Just keep me employed now
- Things I'm longing for ooo
- Someday I'll be bored of
- It's so weird
- That we care so much until we don't
- Next week I be I'm somewhere laughing
- For anybody asking I promise I'll be fine
- I've had some trauma did things I didn't wanna
- Was too afraid to tell ya but now I think it's time
hoping for less lonelier days, i guess
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