HAPPY
Dear God please
- Dear God please
- Hear me out I know it's been a couple years
- Since I've reached
- Out and said hello I bet you're wondering
- Why I keep
- Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
- When I should be
- Living life and soaking up the memories
- I know I've been selfish I have
- No excuse to give you it's true
- Hanging by a thread's how I live
- I don't know why but I feel more comfortable
- Living in my agony
- Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
- Care what anyone else thinks
- When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
- Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
- To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
- The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
- Who I'd be if I was happy
- Yeah been this way so long
- It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
- I got some issues that I won't address
- I got some baggage I ain't open yet
- I got some demons I should put to rest
- I got some traumas that I can't forget
- I got some phone calls I've been avoiding
- Some family members I don't really connect with
- Some things I said I wish I would've have not let slip
- Some hurtful words that never should've left my lips
- Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
- Some insecurities I haven't dealt with yes
- I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
- And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
- Losing hope heading down a dangerous road
- Strange I know but I feel most at home when I'm
- Living in my agony
- Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
- Care what anyone else thinks
- When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
- Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
- To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
- The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
- Who I'd be if I was happy
- Don't know what's around the bend
- Don't know what my future is
- But I can't keep on living in
- Living in my agony
- Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
- Care what anyone else thinks
- When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
- Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
- To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
- The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
- Who I'd be if I was happy
- If I was happy
- If I was happy
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