Headlights(Explicit)
Mom I know I let you down
- Mom I know I let you down
- And though you say the days are happy
- Why is the power off and I'm f**ked up
- And mom I know he's not around
- But don't you place the blame on me
- As you pour yourself another drink
- I guess we are who we are
- Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
- Maybe we took this too far
- I went in headfirst
- Never thinking about who
- What I said hurt in what verse
- My mom probably got it the worst
- The brunt of it but as stubborn as we are
- Did I take it too far
- Cleaning out my closet and all them other songs
- But regardless I don't hate you cause ma
- You're still beautiful to me cause you're my mom
- Though far be it for you to be calling my house was Vietnam
- Desert Storm and both of us put together can
- Form an atomic bomb equivalent to Chemical warfare
- And forever we can drag this on and on
- But agree to disagree
- That gift from me up under the Christmas tree
- Don't mean shit to me
- You're kicking me out It's 15 degrees
- And it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave)
- Ma let me grab my f**king coat
- Anything to have each other's goats
- Why we always at each others throats
- Especially when dad he f**ked us both
- We're in the same f**king boat
- You'd think that it'd make us close (nope)
- Further away that drove us
- But together headlights shine
- A car full of belongings
- Still got a ways to go back to grandma's
- House it's straight up the road
- And I was the man of the house the oldest
- So my shoulders carried the weight of the load
- Then Nate got taken away
- By the state at 8 years old and
- That's when I realized you were sick
- And it wasn't fixable or changable
- And to this day we remained estranged
- And I hate it though but
- I guess we are who we are
- Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
- Maybe we took this too far
- Cause to this day we remain estranged
- And I hate it though
- Cause you ain't even get to witness your
- Grand baby's growth
- But I'm sorry mama for Cleaning Out
- My Closet at the time I was angry
- Rightfully maybe so never meant
- That far to take it though cause
- Now I know it's not your fault
- And I'm not making jokes
- That song I no longer play at shows
- And I cringe every time it's on the radio
- And I think of Nathan being placed in a home
- And all the medicine you fed us
- And how I just wanted you to taste your own but
- Now the medications taken over
- And your mental states deteriorating slow
- And I'm way too old to cry
- That shit's painful though
- But ma I forgive you so does Nathan yo
- All you did all you said
- You did your best to raise us both
- Foster care that cross you bare
- Few may be as heavy as yours
- But I love you Debbie Mathers
- Oh what a tangled web we have cause
- One thing I never asked was
- Where the f**k my deadbeat dad was
- F**k it I guess he had trouble
- Keeping up with every address
- But I'd have flipped every mattress
- Every rock and desert cactus
- Own a collection of maps and
- Followed my kids to the edge of the atlas
- Someone ever moved them from me
- That you could bet your ass's
- If I had to come down the
- Chimney dressed as Santa kidnap them
- And although one has met their grandma
- Once you pulled up in our drive one night
- As we were leaving to get some handburgers
- Me her and Nate we introduced you hugged you
- And as you left I had this overwhelming
- Sadness come over me
- As we pulled off to go our separate paths and
- I saw your headlights as I looked back
- And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to
- Thank you for being my Mom and my Dad
- So Mom please accept this as a tribute
- I wrote this on the jet
- I guess I had to get this off my chest
- I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead
- The stewardess said to fasten my seatbelt
- I guess we're crashing
- So if I'm not dreaming I hope you this message
- That I'll always love you from afar
- Cause you're my mama
- I guess we are who we are
- Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
- Maybe we took this too far
- I want a new life
- One without a cause
- So I'm coming home tonight
- Well no matter what the cost
- And if the plane goes down
- And if the crew can't wake me up
- Just know that I was alright
- And I was not afraid to die
- Even if there's songs to sing
- My children will carry me
- Just know that I'm alright
- I was not afraid to die
- Because I put my faith in my new girl
- So I never say goodbye cruel world
- Just know that I'm alright
- I am not afraid to die
- I guess we are who we are
- Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
- Maybe we took this too far
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