if you only knew(Explicit)
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
- I've been tryin' so hard to survive
- Sometimes I think that I wanna die
- I feel so ******* guilty 'cause God I'm so lucky to live my life
- So I keep all the pain to myself
- Losin' faith but nobody can tell
- Mom I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
- So I pretend I'm fine
- If you only knew
- What my mind is tellin' me I should do
- That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
- I'm too sad to cry it's true oh
- If you only knew
- All the **** my brain is puttin' me through
- You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
- I'm sorry but I need you oh
- If you only knew
- I wish I was somebody else
- I'm constantly overwhelmed
- Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends
- It's a silent cry for help
- I wanna get better I want you to know
- That I can't do this on my own
- If you only knew
- What my mind is tellin' me I should do
- That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
- I'm too sad to cry it's true oh
- If you only knew
- All the **** my brain is puttin' me through
- You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
- I'm sorry but I need you oh
- Take me out of this hell
- Oh somebody help
- Take me out of this hell
- Oh I'm not myself
- I wanna tell you
- What my mind is tellin' me I should do
- That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
- I'm too sad to cry but I want to
- Oh if you only knew
Comments 4
Super. great song! Nice song 👩🎤
❤️Super like!!! 💖
This song brings back memories
Lovely voice