Cursed Night
The days are blending together
- The days are blending together
- Pretending like I don't notice
- Drowning in mental fog so thick
- My hands might close where my throat is
- Not gonna rap that I'm cursed
- My words got heavy
- And sure enough the steady ebb and flow of life subsided
- But I wasn't ready
- Last night I thought up a song
- But I'm too wired to hum it
- Inspired sight like tunnel vision on the life I got from it
- Not tired yet right hah
- It's fun I'll tell ya that much
- Adventures oughta be remembered as such
- But I'm not well
- Not today not tomorrow
- These souls inside my pocket are just sanity I borrow
- Sayonara to the sorrow of eternity alone
- Ya right
- Part of the joke is that it's all that I've known
- It's justified can't help that I romanticize your concern
- Now I can fantasize forever if you never say the words goodbye
- This tainted mind set really must go free
- Finding someone so f**kin' wonderful when I'm just so
- Me
- Searching by city light
- You'll never find me
- Running through a cursed night
- Do you have a death wish
- Shut the lid tight it's complicated
- Could ya not look inside it's complicated
- Somehow I'm just a page in but I've cried and I've grown
- To shut away the conversations of my highs and lows
- 自分の目で見えたいの
- この絶望の美しさ
- Laid back in the cracks of my past it's kinda funny
- Got sick of the tricking myself into thinking that others would
- Only run from me because as you know I'm death
- You heard about me
- I'm kinda famous now it's awkward
- But welcome to my constant state of mind
- Like could you knock first
- 話さない言葉
- みんなの心配ごとは
- 耳につながらない
- Why's it every time that your kindness
- Is making my chest unbearably tight
- But not for the first time
- A terrible night for a curse
- But don't you worry 'cause it hurts fine
- Drunk lost Callip
- Wandering rengoku shi
- Enlighten me is this what they call a sunk cost fallacy
- Frightening in spite of things I want tossed my way
- I'm looking everywhere at once and months are passing like days
- By myself is just better
- I know I say that a lot
- But if somebody holds you back then you can not become god
- Lost in the night 情けない
- Hostile hostage or free
- These childish eyes will only show my mind what I wanna see
- Searching by city light
- You'll never find me
- We're running through a cursed night
- Do you have a death wish
- Shut the lid tight it's complicated
- Could ya not look inside it's complicated
- Somehow I'm just a page in but I've cried and I've grown
- To shut away the conversations of my highs and lows
- 自分の目で見えたいの
- この絶望の美しさ
- 自分の目で見えたいの
- この絶望
- 自分の目で見えたいの
- Wanna see it
- Fine this time look for yourself
評論 1
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