It's Been So Long
I don't know what I was thinking
- I don't know what I was thinking
- Leaving my child behind
- Now I suffer the curse
- Knowing now I am blind
- With all this anger guilt and sadness
- Coming to haunt me forever
- I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
- Is this revenge I am seeking
- Or seeking someone to avenge me
- Stuck in my own paradox
- I wanna set myself free
- Maybe I should chase and find
- Before they'll try to stop it
- It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
- It's been so long
- Since I last have seen my son
- Lost to this monster
- To the man behind the slaughter
- Since you've been gone
- I've been singing this stupid song
- So I could ponder
- The sanity of your mother
- I wish I lived in the present
- With the gift of my past mistakes
- But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
- Your sweet little eyes
- Your little smile is all I remember
- Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
- Justification is killing me
- But killing isn't justified
- What happened to my son I'm terrified
- It lingers in my mind
- And the thought keeps on getting bigger
- I'm sorry my sweet baby
- I wish I've been there
- It's been so long
- Since I last have seen my son
- Lost to this monster
- To the man behind the slaughter
- Since you've been gone
- I've been singing this stupid song
- So I could ponder
- The sanity of your mother
Comment 3
Professional singer
This song brings back memories
Nice post. Have a great day 💜