Understand(Explicit)
Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
- Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
- But I can't wanted to be your man back then
- And you knew I fell for you
- But you just broke my heart in two
- I was sad mad and broken on my bed
- Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
- I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
- When I was met with a prescription
- Of a bullet made of lead
- And when I woke up in an hour
- In a pool of my own sweat
- I said I swear to God
- I'll never even try to sleep again
- So instead I took my pen
- And started writing evidence
- And when I started making sense
- I found that I had reached the end
- Oh I'm upset I have no friends
- You wanna bet you're just pretend
- You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
- You're not s**t
- I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways
- I swear I did
- I said I'd talk to people
- 'Bout the problematic life I lived
- They were my neighbors razor blades
- And different flavored pills I hit
- Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
- I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that
- Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
- But I can't wanted to be your man back then
- And so far I never held you with my arms
- So it's hard to be the one you aren't with
- Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me
- Guess I'm not cut out to be
- Somebody 'cause it's not me
- I'm not used to all the talking
- Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing
- Used to cope with all my problems using notes
- And lots of rhyming
- Used to hope for better days
- Whenever nights would have me crying
- I'm not lying when I say that
- I would rather die than go back
- To the times I would try
- And be the guy the people know
- As always fighting with
- The demons hiding far behind my eyelids
- On an island full of violence in my head
- I had two pilots
- Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey
- I feel it coursing through my veins
- I've said before I'm not okay
- But you don't listen anyway
- You know I tried you turned away
- You straight-up lied right to my face
- You f**ked my life ruined my day
- But you don't know so I'll say
- Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did
- Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it
- So I'll say
- Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did
- Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it
- So I'll say
- Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
- But I can't wanted to be your man back then
- And too bad I know I can't wake up
- Because I lost my way
- And you don't give a f**k about me
- This could be a dream
- I can't see the things that you see so please oh
- Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
- But I can't wanted to be your man back then
- And you had known and played along
- You were my home I wrote you songs
- Now you're dead to me effectively
- Removed yourself outside my dreams
Comments 2
You’re really a nice idol
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