Save Yourself
Have I been keeping you sick
- Have I been keeping you sick
- Heres me believing a bleeding hearts just a quick fix
- All you needed was me
- Not my solutions or views
- I wish I could take all this pain back I've put you through
- I guess its too little
- Too late
- At least I can assure you
- I had the best intentions
- Its toxic
- Its noxious
- Ironically honest
- Get out tonight
- Don't say farewell
- Run for your life
- Go save yourself
- Its twisted
- Its bitter
- Its sickly sweet
- Get out alive
- While there's still time
- And don't you dare even consider a next time
- But through it all
- You managed
- I left you bruised and battered
- Took you for granted
- Took advantage and vanished
- And youd think that just for once in my life
- Id take a step back and maybe consider whats on your mind
- But no
- You're the strongest person I know
- At least I can assure you I'm afraid of my reflection
- No no no
- Its toxic
- Its noxious
- Ironically honest
- Get out tonight
- Don't say farewell
- Run for your life
- Go save yourself
- Its twisted
- Its bitter
- Its sickly sweet
- Get out alive
- While there's still time
- And don't you dare even consider a next time
- You're the strongest person I know
- I've never been one to express myself so directly
- More with imagery and symbolism
- Obscuring my faults behind a veil of metaphors and euphemisms
- But just for one moment
- I want to be open and honest
- If we can't express ourselves directly and be prepared to expect negativity
- Then well surely crumble under the weight of our insecurities
- To search yourself and come face to face with your demons is terrifying
- But if we can't face them
- Then how do we grow
- How do we recover
- Or know when were wrong
- And yes
- Its okay to be wrong
- And I have been wrong
- And I am wrong
- And I am wrong
- And this is me
- And in all honesty I'm not doing so well right now
- But at least I'm finding the courage to face myself
- Self deprecating
- Maybe
- Self absorbed
- Maybe
- Bravery
- Definitely
- I'm so sorry for all the pain and heartache that I've caused you
- I just want you to be happy in life
- Ill come and watch from afar
- And admire you and every bit of joy and success that comes your way
- I know that this is for the best
- But its been most difficult choice of my life
- I did this for you
- And knowing full well the consequences
- This is me and my acceptance
- All I ask is that you remember me as I walk away
Komen 2
Keep it up! My friend
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