Her Last Words
Just an average girl
- Just an average girl
- She always wore a smile
- She was cheerful and happy for a short while
- Now she's older
- Things are getting colder
- Life's not what she thought she wished someone had told her
- She told you she was down you let it slip by
- So from then on she kept it on the inside
- She told herself she was alright
- But she was telling white lies
- Can't you tell look at her dull eyes
- Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
- But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
- Summer came by all she wore was long sleeves
- 'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see
- She knew she was depressed didn't want to admit it
- Didn't think she fit in everyone seemed to miss it
- She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
- Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
- She had no friends at school all alone she sat
- And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
- But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake
- But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate
- Things were going down never really up
- And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
- She knew exactly what she had to do next
- Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck
- She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild
- Look at me now are you proud of your precious child
- But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
- It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame
- She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon
- Just don't think it'll all be over soon
- The chair fell down as she took her final breath
- It's all over all gone now she's greeting death
- Her mom walks in she falls down to the floor
- And now nothing can take back what she just saw
- The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
- Her body's pale and her face is violently bare
- She sees the note and unfolds it with care
- All she does is stare how can this be fair
- She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
- I'm sorry mom but this world is just not my place
- I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
- I've come to realize this world's full of sin
- There's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space
- I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race
- It's a disgrace I was misplaced
- Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
- It's ok though 'cause you'll see me soon
- You'll know when your time has come just look at the moon
- As it shines bright throughout the night
- And remember everyone's facing their own fight
- But I can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter
- You'll make it through the night just hug your pillow tighter
- So let the world know that I died in vain
- 'Cause the world around me is the one to blame
- And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone
- 'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on
- That's what they used to tell me all those kids at school
- So I'm going by the law majority rules
- My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
- And if anything I hope this makes you stronger
- You're the best friend that I ever had
- Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
- But just remember that you meant everything to me
- And to my heart you're the only one that held the key
- Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write
- And yes I lost my fight but please just hold on tight
- I'm watching over you from the clouds above
- And sending down the purest and whitest dove
- To watch over you and be my helpful eye
- So this is it world goodbye
I used to cry hearing this but now i don't really feel anything
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