Vices

Drowning myself every night

  • Drowning myself every night
  • Me versus me has always been my biggest fight
  • I've been so confused for so long
  • And the answers always seem so far out of sight
  • So I fill it up fill it up one more time
  • So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right
  • I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light
  • I just want to feel whole again
  • So I can let you in
  • I just want to feel whole again
  • I just want to feel whole
  • Oh where is my self control
  • Where is my self control
  • I've been thinking this could be the end of me
  • Who is this person in the mirror I see
  • I have come so far thought I was so strong
  • The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
  • I never thought this would be me
  • But now I'm on the verge of self destruction
  • How could this happen to me
  • I've never been the type to run
  • From anything run from anything
  • So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone
  • My father didn't raise me to become this
  • Where did I go wrong
  • There is not much left of me
  • I can't feel the ground beneath my feet
  • There is not much left of me
  • I let everyone around me down
  • And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle
  • Just to block out the sound
  • God I need you now
  • I've been thinking this could be the end of me
  • Who is this person in the mirror I see
  • I have come so far thought I was so strong
  • The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
  • This is my vice this is me weak
  • I need your love to erase this doubt
  • I need your hand to pull me out
  • Sometimes I feel like I will never learn
  • Because the bottle's always there
  • When I have nowhere else to turn
  • Will I ever learn Will I ever learn
  • I take another sip
  • The dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit
  • This can't be all there is
  • I've been thinking this could be the end of me
  • Who is this person in the mirror I see
  • I have come so far thought I was so strong
  • The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
  • And the only one to blame is me
  • Who have I become
  • This is my desperate shout
  • Pull me out
  • Pull me out
  • God I need you now
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