Fluorescents
Does it help if I say that I'm sorry
- Does it help if I say that I'm sorry
- I know the burning in my blood has made you worry a lot
- Like the medicine they gave me that hurt me
- If you leave when I'm sleeping could you turn the lights off
- My eyes ache if I wake up bathing in fluorescence
- It's hard to shake the phosphenes and iridescence
- When intravenous makes me feel heavy
- As frail as glass and fading fast I think that I'm ready to leave
- So give me one good reason to believe I'm getting better
- My weight keeps fluctuating and I struggle to remember
- The last time I slept through a night without needing to shed my blood
- I'm so sick of feeling alone
- But I can't stop thinking about
- Every time that you'd leave me alone in the house
- And I'd lay in my bed suffocating with doubt
- Over whether I'd manage to function without
- Having you there to make sure I take what they gave me
- To kill off the pain that I'm going through daily
- In every way that I am strong I am also weak
- For all the words my lungs have birthed
- I struggle to speak
- To you about anything
- That makes me feel like a burden
- Does it hurt you if I say I can feel the decay
- In a hospital bed I wither away
- Behind the curtains I've been crying almost every night
- I don't want to ache like this for the rest of my life
- So give me one good reason to believe I'm getting better
- My weight keeps fluctuating and I struggle to remember
- The last time I slept through a night without needing to shed my blood
- I'm so sick of feeling alone
Komen 3
Keep inspiring me by singing a song
You're talented
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