if you only knew
I've been trying so hard to survive
- I've been trying so hard to survive
- Sometimes I think that I wanna die
- I feel so ****** guilty
- Cuz god I'm so lucky to live my life
- So I keep all the pain to myself
- Losing faith but nobody can tell
- Mom I don't want you worried
- Cuz that would just hurt me
- So I pretend I'm fine
- If you only knew
- What my mind is telling me I should do
- That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
- I'm too sad to cry it's true
- Oh if you only knew
- All the **** my brain is putting me through
- You'd come running over straight to my room here tonight
- I'm sorry but I need you
- Oh if you only knew
- I wish I was somebody else
- I'm constantly overwhelmed
- Now I'm falling again getting drunk with some friends
- It's a silent cry for help
- I wanna get better I want you to know
- That I can't do this on my own
- If you only knew
- What my mind is telling me I should do
- That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
- I'm too sad to cry it's true
- Oh if you only knew
- All the **** my brain is putting me through
- You'd come running over straight to my room here tonight
- I'm sorry but I need you
- Oh take me out of this hell
- Oh somebody help
- Take me out of this hell
- Oh I'm not myself
- I wanna tell you what my mind is telling me I should do
- That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
- I'm too sad to cry but I want to
- Oh if you only knew
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Thanks for the song you sing. You raise me up