Getting Older

It's so weird

  • It's so weird
  • I'm getting older I think I'm aging well
  • I wish someone had told me I'd be doing this by myself
  • There's reasons that I'm thankful there's a lot I'm grateful for
  • But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door
  • Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
  • Than anyone before
  • Anyone before
  • Too bad they're usually deranged
  • Last week I realized I crave pity
  • When I retell a story I make everything sound worse
  • Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
  • And maybe that's the reason why each sentence sounds rehearsed
  • Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
  • I was still being ignored
  • Lying for attention just to get neglection
  • Now we're estranged
  • Things I once enjoyed
  • Just keep me employed now
  • Things I'm longing for
  • Someday I'll be bored of
  • It's so weird oh it's so weird
  • That we care so much until we don't
  • I'm getting older I've got more on my shoulders
  • But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong
  • I'm happier than ever at least that's my endeavor
  • To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
  • 'Cause to be honest I just wish that what I promise
  • Would depend on what I'm given
  • Not on his permission
  • Wasn't my decision
  • To be abused
  • Things I once enjoyed
  • Ah
  • Just keep me employed now
  • Things I'm longing for
  • Ah
  • Someday I'll be bored of
  • It's so weird so weird
  • Oh we care so much until we don't
  • Yeah oh oh oh ooh
  • That we care so much
  • Until we don't
  • But next week I hope I'm somewhere laughing
  • For anybody asking I promise I'll be fine
  • I've had some trauma felt things I didn't wanna
  • Was too afraid to tell ya but now I think it's time
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