the grudge(Explicit)
I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
- I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
- One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
- Trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers
- Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
- And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
- But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
- My undying love now I hold it like a grudge
- Now I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough
- And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
- How could anybody do the things you did so easily
- And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
- But you know I can't let it go I've tried
- I've tried I've tried for so long
- It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
- The arguments that I've won against you in my head
- In the shower in the car and in the mirror before bed
- Yeah I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty
- And I fantasize about a time you're a little ******* sorry
- And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
- You must be insecure you must be so unhappy
- And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
- And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal
- And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
- How could anybody do the things you did so easily
- And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
- But you know I can't let it go I've tried
- I've tried I've tried for so long
- It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
- Ooh ooh-ooh do you think I deserved it all
- Ooh ooh-ooh your flower's filled with vitriol
- You built me up to watch me fall
- You have everything and you still want more
- I try to be tough I try to be mean
- But even after all this you're still everything to me
- And I know you don't care I guess that that's fine
- But you know I can't let it go I've tried
- I've tried I've tried for so long
- It takes strength to forgive but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
- It takes strength to forgive but
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Much love!
So blooming always