Getting Older
I'm gettin' older I think I'm agin' well
- I'm gettin' older I think I'm agin' well
- I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
- There's reasons that I'm thankful there's a lot I'm grateful for
- But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
- Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
- Than anyone before
- Anyone before
- Too bad they're usually deranged
- Last week I realized I crave pity
- When I re-tell a story I make everything sound worse
- Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
- And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
- Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
- I was still bein' ignored
- Lyin' for attention just to get neglection
- Now we're estranged
- Things I once enjoyed
- Just keep me employed now
- Things I'm longing for
- Someday I'll be bored of
- It's so weird
- That we care so much until we don't
- I'm gettin' older I've got more on my shoulders
- But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong
- I'm happier than ever at least that's my endeavor
- To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
- 'Cause to be honest I just wished the word I promised
- Would depend on what I'm givin'
- Not on his permission
- Wasn't my decision
- To be abused mm
- Things I once enjoyed
- Just keep me employed now
- Things I'm longing for mm
- Someday I'll be bored of
- It's so weird
- That we care so much until we don't
- But next week I hope I'm somewhere laughin'
- For anybody asking I promise I'll be fine
- I've had some trauma did things I didn't wanna
- Was too afraid to tell ya but now I think it's time
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