Mansion
Insidious is blind inception
- Insidious is blind inception
- What's reality with all these questions
- Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in
- Broken legs but I chase perfection
- These walls are my blank expression
- My mind is a home I'm trapped in
- And it's lonely inside this mansion mansion mansion
- Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics
- They're all over the place
- There's songs in the mirrors
- Written all over the floors all over the chairs
- You get the uncut version of life
- When I go downstairs
- That's where I write when I'm in a bad
- Place and need to release
- And let out the version of NF you don't want to see
- I put holes in the walls with both
- Of my fists 'til they bleed
- You might get a glimpse of how
- I cope with all this anger in me
- Physically abused now that's the room that
- I don't want to be in
- That picture ain't blurry at all
- I just don't want to see it
- These walls ain't blank I just think
- I don't want to see 'em
- But why not I'm in here so I might as well read 'em
- I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
- Wish I could take a match and burn this
- Whole room to the ground
- Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now
- So now this memory for some reason just won't come down
- You used to put me in the corner so you could
- See the fear in my eyes
- Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til
- I screamed and I cried
- Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind
- But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside
- Insidious is blind inception
- What's reality with all these questions
- Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in
- Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection
- These walls are my blank expression
- My mind is a home I'm trapped in
- And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion
- Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain
- See my problem is I don't fix things
- I just try to repaint cover em up like it never happen
- Say I wish I could change
- Are you confused
- Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
- This room's full of regrets just
- Keeps getting fuller it seems
- The moment I walk in to it's the same moment
- That I wanna leave
- I get sick to my stomach every time
- I look at these things
- But it's hard to look past when this is the room
- Where I sleep
- I look around one of the worst things
- I wrote on these walls
- Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
- And one of the first things I wrote was
- I was shot with a call
- But I should just stop now we ain't
- Got enough room in this song
- And I regret the fact that I struggled
- Trying to find who I am
- And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
- Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like
- It's out of my hands
- Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
- And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
- And at the rate I'm going probably
- Still be there when I die
- Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind
- The question is will I ever clean the walls off in time
- Insidious is blind inception
- What's reality with all these questions
- Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in
- Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection
- These walls are my blank expression
- My mind is a home I'm trapped in
- And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion
- So this part of my house no one's been in it for years
- I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there
- Cause if I do there's a chance
- That they might disappear and not come back
- And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside
- So I just leave my doors locked
- You might get other doors to open up this doors not
- I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
- And I'll be the only person that I can blame
- When you desert me
- I'm barricaded inside
- So stop watching
- I'm not coming to the door
- So stop knocking stop knocking
- I'm trapped here
- God keep saying I'm not locked in
- I chose this
- I am lost in my own conscious
- I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem
- But I didn't build this house because
- I thought it would solve 'em
- I built it because I thought that
- It would be safer in there
- But it's not I'm not the only thing
- That's living in here
- Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in
- Maybe that's the problem
- 'Cause I've been dealing with this ever since
- I thought that he would leave but
- It's obvious he never did
- He must picked the room and got
- Comfortable and settled in
- Now I'm in the position
- It's either sit here and let him win
- Or put him back outside
- Where he came from but I never can
- 'Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors
- Is that me or the fear talking
- I don't know anymore
- It's lonly inside inside
- It's lonly
- It's lonly oh yeah
- It's lonly inside this mansion
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