Understand

Girl, I hope you understand

  • Girl, I hope you understand
  • I wanted to hold your hand
  • But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
  • And you knew I fell for you but you
  • Just broke my heart in two
  • I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
  • Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
  • I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
  • When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
  • And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
  • I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
  • So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе
  • And when I started making sensе
  • I found that I had reached the end
  • Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends
  • You wanna bet you're just pretend?
  • You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
  • You're not shit
  • I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
  • I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
  • They were my neighbors, razor blades
  • And different flavored pills I hid
  • Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
  • I'm so gassed, stuck in the past
  • I said that
  • Girl, I hope you understand
  • I wanted to hold your hand
  • But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
  • And so far I never held you with my arms
  • So it's hard to be the one you aren't
  • With instead filled with anxiety
  • Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
  • Somebody 'cause it's not me
  • I'm not used to all the talk, it was an introvert
  • That had converted feelings into writing
  • Used to cope with all my problems
  • Using notes and lots of rhyming
  • Used to hope for better days
  • Whenever nights would have me crying
  • I'm not lying when I say that
  • I would rather die than go back
  • To the times I would try be the guy the people know
  • I was fighting with the demons
  • Hiding far beyond my eyelids
  • On an island full of violence
  • In my head that I could pilot
  • Oh the sun don't shine, the skies turn gray
  • I feel it coursing through my veins
  • I said before I'm not okay
  • But you don't listen anyway
  • You know I tried, you turned away
  • Straight out lied right to my face
  • You fucked my life, ruined my day
  • But you don't know, so I'll say
  • Nothing can fill this silence
  • No one can love like I did
  • Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
  • Nothing can fill this silence
  • No one can love like I did
  • Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair
  • You still deny it
  • Girl, I hope you understand
  • I wanted to hold your hand
  • But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
  • And too bad I know I can't wake up
  • Because I lost my weight and you don't give a fuck
  • About me, this could be a dream, I can't see
  • The things that you see, so please, oh
  • Girl, I hope you understand
  • I wanted to hold your hand
  • But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
  • And you know I'll play along you
  • In my home I wrote you songs
  • And now you're dead to me effectively
  • Removed yourself outside my dreams
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